Today was an ordeal. I talked to my ex, and of course that didn’t end well. It ended in him telling me I’m dumb, full of shit, irritating, and to leave him alone, after he gave me permission to ask him a couple questions (my therapist encouraged me to ask to get closure, and I actually got the courage to ask them, I was proud, until he started making me feel ashamed) and how did it end you ask? I apologized for being a crazy ex girlfriend and asked him to forgive me.
I bring it upon myself. He needs to be out of my life.
Wonderlesslust 