Nick tells me he loves me.
It makes me feel good about myself. He has never made me feel like my ex has, I always feel valued. I’m not good alone, I need support. I need someone. He is that someone right now, but I don’t want to use him. I tell him I love him back, But I can’t help but feel it’s because I can’t bear being alone. We don’t have a real relationship, we just see each other when we have time, but oh, do I crave for it to be more.
Wonderlesslust 